When I started this blog, I committed to myself for it to be positive, or rather, not a place I would complain or always be negative. That's not to say I'm always in a good mood or always have a good attitude. The truth is, sometimes I'm overwhelmed by what this illness does to me. I can become upset by the compromises I have to make. But, at times when I'm emotional and overwhelmed by the pain and the implications of the pain in my life, I appreciate my husband just giving me a hug and saying, "I'm sorry you don't feel well".